Saturday, November 13, 2004 @1:07 AM
why do u so heartlessly stab urself...
every word of spite...
and insult...and every sarcasm...
everytime u brush aside someone;s concern...
everytime u reject help...
everytime u refuse to say to reveal....
u stab a knife into ur own heart...
why do u do it...
even when u crave for the concern others throw upon u
u are not dying...
u are killing urself...
shutting out the love....
the joys...
and tears...
u leave urself empty of emotions...
but don;t u understand
thats not true peace....
thats despair...
given up...
why....why dun u do something to make ur life better....
why dun u open up...to the love...
to love again...
to accept love...
to accept loving?....
why dun u show the happy side of u...
be who u are...
be the king of kings...
so pls....
pls stop murdering urself...
stop punishing urself...
let goodness prevail...
hmm... well dis is wat KIM wrote to me in msn....izit true abt me?? hmm... y dun u pple judge??... well as for me...after reading afew times...i guess its sooo true... hmm.. i guess i have to change myself... bt how?? i juz wish i cld gain back my happiness dat i used to have...well kim...thanx 4 makin me come back to my senses...watever it is.. i'll try very hard so as to get back my happiness... hmm...
⥠you and i both loved